Sunday, November 30, 2008

27/11/08--SpM pass through my life

27/11/08~SpM pass through my life o..hehe~

waaaa~~weeee~~~wiiii~~woo~~~
haha! my sot pass le lo..now juz record yi xia..kaka!XD

hahas...i actuali no wat important thing wana say la..lol..
vry lame..
spm pass leh..damned wori my result..
sked failed...not play not jk...reli sked..
many thing cant guess de u knw?..
#.# i papa ....papa...papa...help~~
ok..38 gou le..hahas...bt reli pa de..
all look lk so confident..all look de ppr so easy..
oni me...wuuu~ oni me feel hard...
actuali i feel ezi la..haha...but...wuu~~ i duno do nia..-.='''''
wa de duuuu~~i so ben???.....=(
hope miracle fall...zhong my head la~nvm la!~pls~fall arr~*.*plsss~~

2/12/08..gg my genting trip...毕业旅行!hahas..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

SpM..11/11/08

SpM..(nake me dizzy,headache,stressful) #.#

ytd BM n SeJ 1...
erm..duno.do le..result cant guess at all..

tdy BI n SeJ 2...
arr..duno.do le..result cant tell at all..

just hope tat credit yar!!!
tq!

em..fnish exam..means bi ye?..
huh...bu she de @@
reli yao leave jor arr...huh...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

October vegetable here..lolx..=D
Pillar so attractive lolx!
hand hand...me, galilee n panda de ^^
spoon, fork, ej, me ^^i seem vry like pose v spoon ar..hahas
wana zut wen wen..lolx..ck nt there..go jemput jamelah le..we yai yai =P
me n wc in de dark! ^0^
my da po n me XD
me n hak qiu!..tek dao vry near lor..zzz..

lazy write le..hahas
vry excited..vry hao wan..
vry sot..tat's all!..
pn.chia tek pic v me, ask me jia you..
i fall in luv v her wen rou n caring lor ^^
hahas...is she help me fight da thing de..
teach me alot..thx *.*
kaka! she say me thin le..tot i stress..
ya o? i exam stress?! hao xiang shi @@
not sure la=.="""

i tek jor two video..
Z.z both oso my voice vry noisy lor..
hehe..dl to youtube..bt i duno..
if free i yan jiu yan jiu la..bt i nt free o..
~.~

on bus..on the way bek perimbun..
lol..no shout le..bt sing
hahas...malay , english, chinese songs..al sing!
chinese new yr song til christmas song..
da bus stil haven reach skul..lolx..

anyway,play gou le..
shld study le! >.<


Friday, October 31, 2008

i luv u, dun tao yan me..


suddenly jue de im just the type of ppl who can easy make ppl tao yan de..
sumtime wil think lk tat
..
now i lk de ppl around me, can say ALL..
bt would they lk me too??..
some wil..bt some tao yan me le izit??..
jiu shi lk dis lor, canot control it..
canot evyting r jz lk wat i think..
just hope i can like myself jz lk i like other..
bt i din't tao yan myself..den i like myself?..
duno leh..thinkin wat now o??..
ok ok..stop do lame thing le..
spm comin! dun think NoT noT le!

jamelah finali left lo today..
hug bu dao her me ~.~
bt lucky dao~jamuan graduasi i gt stand bside her tek pic leh ^^
hehe~
bt actuali i din sad dao hen gou li la..
coz nt so deeply luv her oso..
even i reli reli feel tat she vry geng la! =D
proud of her! 55 not lk 55 ^^ mcm 40++ la..hahas~
bye bye le~ *.*

tml jamuan pg. wil i succeed hug her ?..
hehe...if berjaya, i curi-curi cubit her lor..
lolx!~~
=P


Thursday, October 30, 2008

gradution(25/10/08)..spm (11/11/08)





GraDuatioN 25.10.08---SPM 11.11.08

yoyo~long time din post here le..hahas.. act as busy ppl me.. graduation pass lo..hahahas.. damn hepi!! ^^..at PWTC..dewan duno wat le=.="haha.. go skul at 6.30++am.. mona help me draw eye liner..hahas.. i seem 10+ yrs din make up guo le.. lol..since infant skul wen dance tche help me..=P go pwtc by my skul bus..5077!..hahas.. den..performance..all i oso sienz.coz wait 4 eat n drink.lol. me n panda eat twice, while other bz tek pic =D bt vry ke xi! cake find bu dao..tche rebut diao.~.~ den 1.30pm++ i start tek pic..lolx. bt not enuf time, many hvn tek dao leh..yor... bt nvm jamuan pg tek again..^^.. when bek to perimbun time..on bus. lolx..damn sot..shout lk ghost..duno hw de driver think leh ;P wana kick us go down??..lolxx~~ ahh....today suddenly soooo sked le.. SPM comin le..1 week ++ more oni... must gambateh le! i must fight win my lazy disease le! canot keep sleep le!! jia you jia you yar!! chiong chiong chiong!!! kena wall oso chiong ^^ i can do it!!! coz im chong chi! lol..damn confident=.=""" jia de la..haiyo...sked.....

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

white condition

white condition

slowly becum white..
whiter n whiter..
clear up..
"ding.." heard it..
shld knw le..
shld ..
is not tat..

i..
do wrong o?..
hope none..
nil..
i wana nil..

nevermind de..
jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!
muackz~~~

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

such a moody day

MoOdy DaY

get my add.ma ppr2..55/100 =(
i knw i did it worse..but duno it would be WORST!!!
i tot i wil get the lowest mark on 60/100..lost 40..
but when i get bek the ppr...cant accept at all..
my false...i reli reli duno wat happen to me tat day..
plus i write as minus..ahhhh~!!!!!
juz lk my chinese ppr..such a bad essay i wrote!!!
im so confident in both subject..i expect to get A1..
even add.ma A2 now..
bt im not sad bout de gred or wat..
juz cant understand wat i had did in ppr2..55!!!
beh cant believe..me too! wat happen?? y?? i reli duno..

beh, queenie, ping, ym..i knw u all r trying to comfort me..
sori..i reli no strength to smile or laugh or talk at all..
my brain is keep blank lk tat..anyway, ThX!!!

BI..i hv no hope at all de..
i tot wil get 60 jiu hao..
bt maha had kindly in marking my essay..
so 65...en...ok le..tat's enough! tq teacher!

ahhh~~
waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~
nothing to say..all reason r fake! truth is truth!
wrong is wrong! cant change at all!
i hv soo disappointed to myself..
so sori to pn.chia..if she ask me "wat happen?"
i reli duno y..duno hw..duno wat happen!
jiu lian say sori to her oso no strength le..
.....
no mood talk at all!!
no mood smile at all!!




Sunday, October 5, 2008

qualification of mr.Right!

~Qualification of mr.Right~

1. He care ur feeling more than ur exterior...
-he may ask :"ur hair shld wax abit..."or wat..but actuali he shld ask "how was ur mood in de party?.." "today u look so quiet...u may tel me ur trouble.."

2.He had seriously discuss the future with u..
-and u are one of the character in his plan!!

3.He wont owaz praise other isomerism in front u...
-if he care bout ur feeling, he wont do lk dis...if he luv u, he wont put more attention on other more than u!!

4.Had he teach u anything??
-if beside him, u realize tat u wat oso learn bu dao..den, ur relation can say as "no nutrition at all de relation"

....erm....other nestym continue la...now lazy le...hahas^^

Friday, October 3, 2008

ahhh...

the day b4 yesterday...
i do add.math ppr 2 again...
i wana wat's wrong v me...
but more duno wat's wrong v me..=.=""
vry easy ahhh~~~
bt y tat day i haven c question jiu duno how to do le...
haiz.....
no face c chia chia le

....

suan le....pass le...
i shld knw is my prob...
if i do many many ex. den wil not happen de condition lk tat day..
ahhhhh~~
suan le lo....
o...
suan suan suan....yerr....
haiz...suan suan...
ahhh........
suan lo....
waaahhhhhhhhhh~~

Monday, September 29, 2008

sienz.....

SienZ~

sienz si me le lor.....
all no on9...
i on ppl gone....
den baba lala chat v mei lor~hahas

my comp arrr....macam kena virus...
suddenly jam jam n out da sound " giiirrr~giiirrr~"
yerrr~ canot la!!! virus u out err! i tell u!
but kahkit tel me mayb is my comp de memory full liao...
zzzz.....zui hao shi la! if not, i sure use ba lang dao kill de virus de!
out fr. da comp!! i warning u!!!
dun kacau kacau here!!!

i now hor...
reli wan to make it nil liao...
bt duno la...
i owaz say le den jiu suan le..
didn't prove it oso 1...
T___T"""""

i dun like!!

i dun like!!!

i dun like thinking it....
dun like...coz wil make me moody...
but stil wil think dao...
dunwan le...
bu yao le...
stop it le...
is stop-ing..
in de process...
reli..??...no tipu at all??..
who knw?

ytd go ts...i damned tired...n headache..
not so like shopping me...more like play =P
buy le 1st high heel shoe...
yerrr~ i dun like wear it la..
xin ku dao si...
wawa shoe i like...yorrr....gals mafan dao~~

Thursday, September 25, 2008

add.ma spm trial...

confidence important

today add.ma exam..
i sked until brain ong diao =.="
herrnn....wana cry liao...i vry zhong shi add.ma..
bt i no confidence..no.1 vry easy bt i keep huai yi myself..
lost so much time double..trible check there..ahhhh~~
summore da cat jiao jiao jiao behind de door...
xia si me...brain ong shang + ong
zzzz....i wan one more time la!!!!!!!!
ahhh~

den...ppr 1...i think no problem la..
but ppr 2 had make me no mood le
i din double check...mayb mistek many many..
mark....

chia chia...
i dui bu qi u...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

didn't say doesn't mean no feeling

Yesterday
not all the things just like what I am thinking...whatever..
didn't say..didn't show..smile..because I scared..
but doesn't mean that I have no feeling at all..
sad also de..but didn't have that habit to show in front of people..

secara tidak langsung...you hurt me..
but you don't know =.=""..
haiz ...nvm le...
because...I easily forget thing de...hehe...

tomorrow modern math...
zzz...others thought I very geng in math..
but the reality is.. who know?!
I very scared of modern math de..don't know why...scared than + ma...
got yam ying...but I forgot how, where, when I get it le..=P
but still have to
jia you jia you yar!!!

qiu~

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I don't wan to be loyal

I don't wan to be loyal

I wanna change!
wish to change!
have to change!

can it be done??
can I do it??
will I succeed??

unknown for now...

Friday, September 19, 2008

因为是你

因为是你

第一次我发现自己可以这么坚定
我知道这样的决定也许有一点点任性
我只是忠于自己

不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心

别怀疑 我为什么...
就像云恋风风恋着雨

其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习 因为是你

虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
....

你生气来像火灾 我哭起来就像水灾
我们两个人加起来刚好就变成无害
你的冰块加到我的牛奶就温暖起来
我们一起翻脸一加一等于是零鸭蛋

我说ByeBye 其实就在说Hi
背朝着你走 绕着地球一周
走到你的背后 才跟你说HI

你说奇不奇怪 我们见怪要更怪
一点都不奇怪 因为实在怪可爱

~~mix mix lyric~~

Thursday, September 18, 2008

睡三个午觉..ZzZ

我睡三个午觉..zzZ

ytd actuali i din study bio de whole afternoon..
i watch drama...fnish it...

den 8pm...
suffering arr!!!
hate biology...
i shld change to account class de!!
bt now say wat oso no use...too late edi!!
till 11pm...i tak blh tahan lagi..go bed again..
actuali afternoon sleep twice le =.=""
duno wat i want! wat's wrong?? reli wan sing leehom new song le^^:
"wat's wrong with me? woo-ong-ooo~~"

dis morning set 2 alarm coz wan wake up at 2am...
bt i 3am wake up...
den reach skul...damned headache yar~~=(
bio ppr finali reach my hand..ntg else..juz do it lor..
luckily vivi in front me..if not i sure die dao duno where le..
thx thx thx!!!

bt A is no nid think so much liao de..
juz hope dun1 too teruk jiu hao..
pengetua said wan punch de leh!..haiyo~
bai tuo bai tuo la!! C oso gud!! pls pls!! *.*

tml chemistry...em...duno..
tml de thing tml juz knw..
good luck evy1!!!

ok! study lor!
88 la!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

aloh~ fan jian me....

exam canot sleep..
i vry sad...
coz nid read until sleep 2 hours...

but when can sleep...
no nid read until so late..
i stay up...
sleep bu zao ahhh!!!
zzzz....

ytd..em...not.. is today wee hours...
i start sot fr. 0000 until 3am...
den, 2.30++am shock dao my ou xiang...
zzzz...i tot evy1 sleep liao tim...
i talk myself at M Rimbun group as much as
46pages!!!!!!!!!!
=.="""" duno im doing wat at all....

today sis bring me go eat fish head mihun...
emmmm~~ nice!! hok chiak!
den, go watch $ no enuf..
i oni can say:
nice! touch! n.. yao ai mama!!!
i luv u, mom!

den,...
i wana end v

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL yar~ ^^

D0n't doN't

Don'T d0N't...
don't ignore me..
I don't like!

don't tao yan me..
I'll sad!

don't like other..
I like you!

don't vex yourself..
I wanna help you!

don't give up..
I'll never give up you!

don't simpan-simpan..
tell me what you want!

D0n't DoN't !!!


because...
...I don't know what are you thinking...


~Qiqi style poem~

Friday, September 12, 2008

absent-mindedInG..

em...exam..stress....look so chan...old 5 years...
no sleep well...2 hours per day...wat oso blur blur edi..

BM...err...not sure i write it gud anot..
esei juz..."bcoz dis so tat lor.."...vry zzzzzzz
BI...essay...da bian..i wori...
sked maha wil fall down due to read my esei..
SJ..paper 2.. sum i can do it well^^...bt sum..em..
dun1 say le..
Moral..exam start til now..
dis subject i most happy le..^^
ans all behind de..hehe~ 1st tym got time do it!

sumting more...queenie told me sumting bout last fri..
he tel them their marks...me de..he say: o~tat 1 arr..4got le..
O.o xiao qi dao..haiz..he wan cont blame me de hua..
i oso duno how...he juz lk a unlike teacher de teacher 4 me..
K fine watever cincai la! i reli no tym waste 4 him at all!
i juz wan my mark fairfully!!! tq!

finali...i can sleep more than 2 hours on thursday liao!
hehehe~yeah! but stil vry stress...

yeah yeah yeah~~~
leehom leehom~ aka~ leehom~
搖滾怎麼了^^

p/s: hv to thx jay chou de songs...accompany me dis few painful days...hehe~ i dun lk him..but lk his songs!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

sleepy yar~~wuu~~wuu~

sleepy yar~ tai tai tired yar~
wana cry liao....
i wan sleep yar...
but canot! haven fnish read arrr...
reli reli reli....pai mia de lor...=.="""
BM....
god bless me.....
mama....baba....jiu ming ahhh~
dunwan exam can ma??....

haiz....

gambateh!!! jia you jia you jia you!!!!

....zzzz......

jia you!!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

exam wan zhen zhen start liao....stressing ahh~

爱可以很简单还有很容易变得复杂
心有点复杂是不是要放弃???
zzzz....

tml i wan start read bio le....
damned teruk dao..duno hw to say la my bio..
summore fz, che, ....now..add.ma oso cham liao...
zhen me ban laaa~~~ yorr....haiz...
my brain vry chi dun ....hen bu xiang admit la...
ben dan me! ...zhen de is bendan....=(

Crazy 不想要 Crazy
不想要 Crazy 快疯了
Is a crazy world !!!
y stil cant sleep.....??....hw to study..??...
waaahhh~~~gek hei!
tao yan myself! hen bu xi huan wo ah!!!...

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.............................................................

OK! ok ! Ok! kO!
动一动 人生才有乐趣 没有什么可以 让我放弃
快点跳 快点动 让我动来动去 生活有活力
我们大家一起动来动去 什么烦恼都可以忘记
找个方向 换个心情 人生就会很美丽

oh Baby Baby
动一动 咚咚喳 动一动 咚咚喳
动一动 咚咚喳 动来 动趣
oh~ 动一动 咚咚喳 动一动 咚咚喳
动一动 咚咚喳 动来 动趣!!!

go go go! we can do it!
jia you jia you!!!!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

傻傻的我爱你...zzz

那一副呆呆的样子
我不会咿咿哦哦
心不会哔哔波波
就这样莫名其妙爱上了你

爱情有时候不讲道理
就向我对你会死心塌地

傻傻的我喜欢傻傻的你
谁说傻人没有傻福
傻傻的你遇上傻傻的我
你的甜言蜜语我爱听
傻傻的我喜欢傻傻的你
我要说爱你爱我我爱你

我们的世界七上八下闹个不停
就算天塌下来我不理
只想简简单单的爱你
傻傻的我喜欢上了你.....

sha liao me...
haiz...suan le!

i..duno myself de! duno duno!!!!

ytd.......
i ween tat im wil brave...but...
wat i hv did???? i run away............i stand in front de room..
c awhile den run away!!!! cant believe it!!
on de bus...start cant understand myself at all...
"i duno me de!!! duno duno!!!...reli duno!!!tao yan le...."

nowadays...i feel i like all de ppl around me...vry vry like!!!
but,....
i feel...start ....DiSgUstEd v myself le...
reli tao yan myself now...
lk a skunk!!!..tao yan si le....otokeh??zhen me ban...
:(.........

em.....
tml hv to go skul...
i wana scold him...
how cum make ppl sad...vry hurt ppl de ,duno o??
even not say me..but stil feel mad!
i knw he unmeant de n is due to stress 1..but stil canot lk tat 1...
when u say out sumting....
pls consider to ppl feeling...dun be so selfish...
u stress dun make ppl stress oso...!!!
k! 4gv him ba...we r not man of God..stil wil do sumting wrong..
but, i hv to ma ma xia ta! ppl sad edi...
i wil scold him de! ..even duno he get dao anot...=.="""

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

trial start......

norr~ est paper 1 pass liao lor ^^
tml chinese ppr 加油 yar~~~~^O^

erm...yalor hor...
tml after 12.30pm...
go find teacher??...thinking....
feel dun wan say anyting le...dun wan touch it more..
dun wan think it more...dun wan ...dun wan...
lk dis call: tao bi!!!
such a negative way to solve prob., i no confidence..
i sked it just gloss...
not izit??......
i knw she wan help me..i dun wan ppl disappointed..

TANG CHONG CHI
be brave yar!

wana cry liao...y so kurus it

da dog so kurus...eat da food..erm..i oso duno is food anot..

on da road...

wuuu~ y so ke lian......

da tulang so ming xian...

happy so xin fu..got me sayang...

it no....=(....

cant help at all...........................

haiz~



tml exam le!

gambateh! jia you jia you jia you!!!

jia you! good luck!!!

Monday, September 1, 2008

sot+stress concurrence=.=""

ppl saw me so sot..me oso feel lk tat..
vry noisy me..i reli wan 2 be quiet de..i wana be Si WEN abit!
i worse n worse le..yue lai yue not lk gal liao=.="vry chu lu!
da mouth cum out many say..when i conscious already say many things liao..
n da thing me oso duno wat lai de...zzzzz...

emm..how to say leh! i do it..u oso work in v me=.="
u knw ma?! i wil bcum greedy de! reli! reli! not joke!
if nobody stop me..............................................................
or already tan xin le......

recently my system so chaotic!
when shld sleep i freshen! when shld freshen i sleepy...
0000 go bed...but 3am just sleep...wat's wrong!
ahhh~ wil old soon de leh! CanNot laaa~~~hw to change??

i tel her..."after trial la.."
i knw im trying to evade...i duno im sked wat??
no nid sked!!! i knw de...but y so -ve liao me??...
i dun like!!!
okok! let me dare dare to face it!!!
trust myself!!!

saturday, sis n me damned geng!!
8.55pm depart to johor,..11pm reach there..stay 2hours..
1.15am back here...3.30am reach!
de whole journey, i cant sleep at all!
coz if i sleep..de driver---my sis wil folo oso...den u knw wat wil happen!
tat's y she bring me go tgt!=.="im soooo "talkative"...
i vry boundless beneficial tat we can back here safely!!
OMG! over de mei rong jiao again!
pouch cum out!~.~lata tml panda eyes cum out!
finali nobody wan me liao la!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

i'm yours....damned nice la dis song....by jason mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
we're just one big familyand it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I been saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to doOur name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't
there's no need to complicate
cause our time is short
this uh, this uh, this is our fate
i'm yours

rainy rainy i lazy lazy o..=.="

cham liao la...cham lo....kip rainy rainy...i jiu kip sleep n sleep...
soooooooo comfort la.....zd! reli no time le...wat i doing o??? @.@
help help!~~~~ hu can help me.....
k la! i knw oni i can help myself!

lazy out! lazy out! rajin cum! rajin cum!
>O<

waa~ when i sapu lantai at 12pm....suddenly so excited!
hahas~ think of Olimpik closing..
haha~ lk i got fen jiang....i gt sapu lantai emas!!! lol..XP

tml open skul lor.....hahas~ excited dao hen stress yar....
my new hair style get wat comment leh??? haha~watever la...

k la! kip quiet nw...haha~
muackz~ gud nite^^
bb^.^

Thursday, August 21, 2008

tired~~~dao hen hepi laa^^

waa~ i monday go genting..stay 1 nite^^
den tuesday morning go mallaca...haha~
eat alot there...zzzz...i say wan keep fit..
gooh gooh said lk dis la: u after 8pm canot eat more..but b4 8pm u eat duo duo!"
lolx~ stil wil fat lor lk tat! XD

tuesday nite bek johor...tired o..
wednesday stay johor lor..read abit..
reli abit ( physic success revision buk 2page =.=")
den go find my frens~ wasei! miss them so much!
all change liao! haha~ but stil vry lk me.~.~..haha~i lk u all oso!!!

den today 6am wake up...
bek here...cheras...woo~~~i wan sing liao:
我回来了 不是哪个谁 不要贴标签 这样不OK~~~
haha~blekz!

my zi miu...aledi got two there injured liao..
sooo dai tou hah la u two! knw de la hu!
haiz~must tek care ma...
xiao xin xiao xin zai xiao xin..panzz..mei...
k la! dun wan nag u two liao...

b lah! study hard! jia you!!!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

thx u all....

...不怕!不怕!我不哭!..
i wil jia you! tq!!!! thx u all~

用简单的言语 解开超载的心 有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听

tq pn.chia...thx 4 listen to me...thx 4 clear my mind..thx 4 de care..
thx 4 many many..
tq my frens...thx try to comfort n amuse me..
thx..panda,ym,mei,vv,jq,mh,cg,ej,jeva,kevin,hf,hzy,jl,jau,ck,cunghan,lj,ew,
seah,queenie,nj,ws,lilee,wh,kwk,wp,cw,yl...
u all so cute...hen ke ai!!
make me 不得不爱!!! ^^

trial coming soon...
chiong chiong chiong!!!
gambatte evy1!!!
jia you jia you jia you~
add oil yar~
AZA!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

me lk ben dan!!!

since he keep said i reli make him feel sooo sad! i wana say sori..bt duno y i cant say it out! if say le, den hw?? can change anyting?? wil bcum nicety?? NO..dun think so..

he cry!!! in front of me! my brain blank blank! i din cry! he cry! n keep said stg..i feel guilty! 1st tym i make tEACher cry!!! last friday oso my false..what's going on?? what shld i do??



they said dis is just a fake! dun b so softhearted!

i duno hw to discern all along! i merely keep a distance v him..den he cry! said wan clear me fr. his memory??!! wat?????!!!!!!!! break up v bf/gf????!!!! T__________________T"""""""""""""

but! if i reli misread him..im such a baddie!!! =(



summore! i feel soo sori to all chinese class classmates..sori sori sori!!! -_- wh, ew, yk, ym, ej, jl. yl, .....sori! is me! is me make de class tone bcum so tension de! sori!!



i reli dun lk bcum so eventful! hen tao yan!!! but the ting had erratically running lk tat!it's break the rule! TEACHER dis word in my mind is tat : can trust 100%! can depend on wen facing prob.! tough den evyting!

now...duno wat to say le!!!



my eyes de tank lk broken liao..cry cry cry=.=""

thx everyone! i knw u all care bout me! thx thx thx!!!

on de way bek home, inside de bus, sit there, i had try hard 2 control de water heavy out fr. eyes..it finali break out when i step outside de door..i cant say anyting..da eyes n throat..out control..cant function well!

sori! mom...dun wori! i wil b OK!!



P/S: i can go act liao! can cry within 5second! ytd i sooo happy! until sleep oso smile..coz i din t'choose 4 PLKN..so hepi! wc, ym, vv, mei n most of my frens oso din gt "tahniah" fr. kerajaan..btw, seah! yeeling! cynthia! gambateh yar! jia you jia you! dun so sad le..!!! aza!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

...(^.@)...u ok i ok!

waa~ recently i damn sot 1...keep kacau cw =P...
dis few day early mornig i oso sot sot lk tat..wat oso can laugh ^^
emm..2day wear da "pelajar biasa" 's skul uniform..many ppl many opinion..
hahas~ >3ppl said : chong chi, u look so cute la~
=.="" is i too long tym din wear it la...duno gv wat respon hao..zzz
my mom help me wash it..so i can wear lor^^
she said :u arr~ so mou lei da sap 1...juz put da uniform there omos whole year=.="

i yuan ben want go beta kacau many ppl de...
bt hor paiseh ...=.~"...den today seem din step beta at all...

n 2day hor...da ym vry wat wat de lor^^
she cha yi dian jiu touch dao my breast =="
den when go toilet...she oso touch chee ying de breast...
lolx~ i said 2day she got " bo bo luck" hahahahas~~ ",

k la~ lazy write liao o..
bb^^

Thursday, August 7, 2008

oh no~ maimun c dao de yuan lai=.=

ytd i gt sumting hv to find da maha..bt is math period liao..
da maimun..after vry susah payah succeed tam her gv me pass go..
i go lor..den go toilet oso..n maha was bzing sum disiplin ting.
i ma wait her lor...after tat all settle liao..
i return da pass on table n curi-curi go beta wan play fortunetelling..

hakim tired liao go rest
den, su ann explain to me bout da ta luo cards..
quite true la ^^

i spent liao omos 30 minutes there...
waa~duno y i vry brave de walk bek class..
maimun : chong chi~
i go in front her n she tel me..i vry pelik
"awak letak pass atas meja..den i nampak u jalan keluar tanpa pass..
sekarang balik pula..macam can tulis awak ponteng, tau?"
zzz...i tot she din notice dao tim..
i ma smile smile there..n tipu said i go find my pen
( zzz...recently lie so muc leh! tipu chinese tche oso...==" sori! )
finally maimun let me go lor...
^^c! i knw dis world got many kind kind de ppl de la!

1st RetiRe in my life ^^

2day wear shageetha de baju kurung go skul...
erm..vry less safe feel leh wear ppl de shirt
ping them shoi shoi 1 call me ah shasha..geegee..thatha.. =.=
hehe^^ ding bu shun~
me,ym,ck, cg n mh them sit on de chair ..
reli lk old ppl jiang bersara n easy tired hv 2 sit^^

erm..damn shoi jq n mei keep said me n ej...said i lk him?!
yes o?? y u all knw..i duno de =.="
i admit i lk talk to him i lk kacau him i lk chat v him...
but all of dis mean i lk him???
yes meh? dun ting so le...b4 dis mayb tot is lk la...
is fren de lk lor...i jue de..

永远像少了勇气 别人都说 我和你之间的关系 没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题 那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋

ok..my chinese tche..2day queenie ask me wan teman her go tel pn ch'ng anot..
actuali i dun ting dis ting gt so serious la..no nid so da jian shi..den after discuss v sy n ymin
we decide dun go ..
ytd he keep call me, i ignore it...den after 6 call...
i finally ask my sis pick it up..said i sleeping..
actuali i cant distinguish he is gud or got wat niat..den i tel my frens...
who knw all tel me..vry weird! vry weird! so i feel so sked..
wen ting bout it i feel wan cry la..i nvr meet da ting lk dis b4..
tche not all can trust 100% de meh??

but de ppl around me all vry sayang me 1 i knw ^^ i am so luv u all..
n so appreciate bout dis!!! thx thx thx!!! muackz! muakcz! ^^
my gooh gooh (bro) said if da chines tche reli gt wat niat de hua..
he sure go skul "bok" him ^^ lolx! he b'power in boxing la!
gooh~~ tq o! but u shld 55 return m'sia 1st la ^^

Sunday, August 3, 2008

pray 4 them...

a big news!! there happen a vry serious accident at cheras...
2 die..6 injured... =(
my sis's fren on de way go work hv c dao a head on de road there ...............
as i pass through dis way can feel da doom had let hw many ppl sad...
had left hw many tears there...n de blood...

since i lost my dad...i feel wana go find him...
n they support me..my bro..my sis..my mom..
i vry vry luv them! i knw many ppl sayang me..thx~~i reli luv u all!
im sooo appreciate da god...
both of my sis r safe fr. dis horrible accident!
i canot lose any of my family more..
thx god!!!!!!!!!!!

n i wil praying 4 de victim......

Saturday, July 26, 2008

tir3d~

ytd 1am++ baru sleep.. doing da pss account..
damn tired arr~ stay back oso.. summore many hw..
2day morning oso no energy sot liao..
erm..so panda hv u realize tat i din go Beta kacao? hehe~

sleepy~ ym talk 2 me i oso no semangat reply more..
she oso fa xian i vry qi guai.. coz din talk so much =.="
damn moody.. but luckily beh stil vry b'semangat there..keep kacao me..
den i vry hao chai din becum mat-mati lk tat lor..
ck oso can c me vry tired.. he vry gud 2day jin liang din kacao me..
n guan xin me bek ( shock me^^)
on d other hand, da cg oso no energy lk me..din talk so much...

omos 12.24pm++ i baru gain energy.. start sot abit..
den go chinese class...
ohh~ da kevin change liao!! keep doing lame things to me ~.~
n said i an lian him ..zzzz...coz i keep his english ex. ppr omos 1 year.
den i hide de ppr inside jl pensil box =P
jl oso change liao~ lolx! keep said himself luk lk huang xiao ming! wakaka~
da hzy haiz~ change until canot change more 1...=.=''''
oni ej din change^^...start fr. b4 bian tai until now! kaka~

after tat bek home, damn tired..n im so stress..
i feel wana cry.. tat's y i nid keep talking..if not i wil keep brooding..
n becum so blue... i feel sked~!!!

den go on9.. ej show me his draw..
erm..no so down liao^^

p/s: now din think bout love de thing liao.. it's trouble.. i dun 1 think liao.. shun qi zhi lan ba!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

surprise party 4 c.ym ^^

erm..wen wan go out soo worry da dog la..dun wan eat lao gai there..
haiz~ den muntah..my mom all go out edi..
but i reli hv 2 go liao..den sori lor..
ask it go sleep den close de door=(

on de way go alam jaya saw kah yong n ej'sis tian tian them ...
den taxi go meet wc them..da driver nid me teach him de whole journey=.="
den, me, wc n cg tek taxi go jusco..
saw da liu pek yii n lam bo yii.. waa~ she pretty n soo tall
n lam bo yii oso vry strong n no bad his look..
both oso same same lk in de tv la! nice nice!

den, t.ym tel me i wear wrong bra liao..ahh! reli leh!
den buy a tub wear.. n buy le 1 chain ( got discount! RM17 >> RM 10 )
damn dai!! summore da pretty de bos( i ting is arab ren) help me wear leh!^^
after tat, ch, wp, cg, ym, wc ,me ALL sit inside da ck's car..
haha~ luckily, no polis c dao!!! ^^

.....party start!.....
yeemin vry touch! n mh so song got us support kiss kiss ^.^
n hahaha~ ch n ck act mh n ym de love story..so funny laa!!!
da ck act as ym..n keep pull his trouser..
yerr~ i saw his ma yin tong la (",)

wen, i saw jien do ghost face 2 me den i ma return him
hantu face lor...but oh no! let mei c dao liao..
erm..she look so excited let me so worry!
coz recently we 2 let many ppl said you road edi..
if let them knw..siap lor me...nid find a lubang n cover liao!
but i seem too big respon let them more suspect =.~""""""""

den, 10.30pm ++ wen i so fan hw to tel my sis my location..
ej cum n help me find de guidepost..
i walk to there alone n c wic road izit...
jien saw it n cum teman me.. ej sit there n saw we 2 back tgt..
wat shld i say leh? wen i walk to there alone shi...

ok reach home, eat curry...ahhhh~ i wan keep fit le!
after kem my stomach de capacity bcum soo big liao=.="
den omos 0000 i baru go bath..
jien sms me, ask me "wat u al talkin? y asyik hear his name"
lolx~ soo chi dun!! i ma tel him " they said we 2 you rou la"
~.~""" den, i ter'sleep liao...din reply him more...tired..

P/S: waa~ yeemin reli vry xin fu ~~ *.* kaka~
but not mean i wan beh be my bf la!!!!!! lk tat wil gek sei me1 XD

Kem InTegrAsi ~ ( Part 2)

hehe~ reli meny ting hv 2 record la..
de 2nd night, i sleep v mei..
wahahahahaha~ my dear wei sleep lk pig jiang no respon at all
wen we all adjust her leg using fz concept( base area) until shuang shuang..
she oso duno langsung...hahas~
dis nigth we all damn tired liao..vry early jiu all sleep..no chit chat many..
at 4am ++ i feel soooo cold..den move here move there..da quilt in my beg
but it lends suk jun liao..she sleep so tight i bu hao yi shi kacao her..
den i keep move move n distrurb dao my mei o..paiseh~ @.@

at de night, we do persembahan.. me n mei same same..both r pokok n flower..haha~
nice nice da sibeh noob noob miinhan de sketsa..so yeng lor da idea!
n our group de tepuk not bad oso la! n han zhen haha~
hw cum copy my lao gong leehom de idea arr?! hehe~ 4gv u la!
n..even at de end my group eat ba guo..no prize at all..
but, i stil vry happy! i vry proud of u all le! ^^

in a nutshell, let talk i integrate v hu ba..hehe~
but dun ting bukan bukan la ^^ :
wei lin wen jungle tracking..talk more lo..ntg alse^^
n nicholas..erm..edi vry fren in msn but now he more dare dare liao bully me=.="
n haiz~ my face luk lk vry hao bully meh?? da junior kah kit oso no big no small 1..
n ck's bro leng zai man kit..i talk v them..hehe~ xiao di dii la..

summore...
all my ji miu said i change liao! arr?! yes o?? @.~
haiyo seem lk gt abit abit oni ma..hehe~
i oso duno y leh...

Kem InTegrAsi ~ ( Part 1)

actuali it held on 11-13 July de..but hehe~ now oni post here..
erm.. chia chia bring her kids..waa~ da face n biao qing damn xiang lor!!
haha~ n vry important de!!! wen chia gv me chicken..she said: "lai~ gv u hao liao de!"
wahaha~ damn song la me^0^
i vry enjoy during de gals talk in de mid9..hehe..no nid sleep oso no problem la^^
even i wat oso bocor liao.. they ask wat i ans wat..=.=""
de most geng de panda, mei n me...omos 4am baru sleep..
den de teacher 5.30am jiu cum kacao liao=.="" sleepy neh!!!

hehe~ de most interest jiu shi jungle tracking lo!!
vry chi gek! water~ water~ cold~ shuang~^^
oni let leech bite on my foot there 1 kou.. n my qin ai de foot mom finger de cedera..
wuu~ damn pain..n my mom said da nail no use liao...ahhh~~ wat???
shock me lk wana pecah whole bangunan leh!..yuan lai is wil grow out new de..~.~

den cp, cg, mei n mei...hold hands n walk in de water there...waa~ chi gek again!
nyaris let water chong away many times! luckily, jien vry xin muk!
hold my hand...haha~ tq tq tq!!! ^^ i agree u r man at da moment!

hahahahaha~ summore after bek de kem..
me, cp n mei bath tgt leh! ^^ my 1st time leh!!!
we mok gong zhu inside there..haha~
but we vry got da two word de la : xin ren!
kaka~ but actuali i wan look into them de..
but unfortunately i short sight..hehe~jk de la!

....continue de nest page ... =P

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

alive! @.@

ok ba ok ba!
he say na yang..den jiu na yang ba..
i oso agree his say de la..

so, my decision:
now nothing important den study!
jia you jia you ba!
gambateh!
me n oso u!
dos trouble ting put beside! let happy kick da emotion away!
let de optimist qiqi cum bek!

i believe tat
I AM BACK!!!

zhi yao believe it den it wil bcum true!

no matter how sad now..
owaz belif tat TML"everything wil b right!"
no matter how excited now..
owaz belif tat T0day"reli better than b4!"
..my policy!...

Damn mo0dy~

early morning so guilty to beh.. actuali i knw he won angry de.. but stil feel so sori la.. hai him bek home at 8pm ytd... ~.~sori sori sori yar!!!
wen queued for uniform body dis morning, im not dare to look into beh..zzZ..
reli canot do wrong thing la!
den after bek class, i 55 copy add.ma notes den can lend him lo as a way 2 atone^^
i ask him 4gv me.. den he oso said "OK"..hehe~ thx yar~~
summore ch oso sori yar...let u walk so many road.. so tired ..
paiseh la~ i reli is bu xiao xin tek his key bek home de la (",)

today teacher announce de integrasi kem de group to us... not so syok la..=.=
i same group v ch n jl.. n a stranger-- jean wei....but i got dare dare initiative talk to her^^
hope we all get fun there la!!
lata nid pack up my beg...many thing hv 2 bring yar~

n start moody after bek fr. de kem gather...
BM period..teacher te di wait all said de isi le..baru ask our group ( wic r owaz busy in talk)
she said " kumpulan ni owaz t'tinggal!" den, i stand up n tel her my idea 4 de esei...
i success help all my members le..
Moden maths..teacher din cum in.. ask sj copy notes..
feel so moody n lazy copy la

den, beta no teacher oso.. go toilet v panda.. knw tat ganesh wan reject vivi..
oh~~ so dam sham vivi get hurt..coz i juz saw her vry happy de tidy up her beg den wan go find ganesh leh!... she ..haiz~ i oso hard 2 help le....
den, sit in class.. keep fa dai...
beh there juz bek fr. beta said
"eii~ qi! stil here o..he is now sitting v sum1 leh! they do sumting....but u dun shock wor....."
---haiz~ he no nid say lk tat i edi gou confused liao actuali...

i kian think it kian confused...
kian sad..
kian feel wana cry...
kian feel wana gv up le..
i reli no confident at all le now..
reli trouble.. haiz~

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

...(@.#)...

"i duno..."
"i duno..."
lately dis 2 word owaz cum out w/o my permission..when ppl ask me bout him..
i dun wan lk dis laa...vry fan leh! ask de ppl fan, wo ye fan...
a most lame, most dislike ans. : I DUNO !!!

trial is coming..i shld not lk dis le! i knw but i cant do it..
i saw panda said she confused..me too~ =.=""
duno he thinking wat.. i dun lk others oni lk him... (yerr~geli)..swt..~.~
but wat he thinking bout??? look lk oni i lk him...i duno...i confused... abnormal again liao...
wat happen to me?! canot lk dis liao..change me! change me!

cum bek! study ba! dun ting so muc le.....plsssssss....
vry ma fan laaa dis ting!! fan 4 ren...(-.-)

Monday, July 7, 2008

n0wadAys i old liao?!

cham lor...cham lor..
nowadays..i saw leng zai oso no de excited respon lk b4 liao=.='''
at bus stop saw dao leng zai, i gap liao oso no feeling....zzzzz
cham cham....means i old liao izit??!! bu zai qin chun liao...yerr~~
haiz~

today i confirm dis:

i like him.. compare v other boy de frenss...i more xi huan ta
i like chat v him at msn..
i like talk to him face to face..
i like teman him do homework..
i like discuss add.ma v him..
i like jia you him..i like reduce his stress..
i like console him wen he down..
i like he help me record mp songs..
i like listen it wen sleep..
i like he ask me go sleep..
i like he ask me eat medicine..

but,
i dun like he ask me can kao lui anot..

n..i like he "lolx" bcoz of me^^

....tat's all wat i can analysed from my vry blur de brain now...

Sunday, July 6, 2008

wawa~~ ^.^

yo~~ waa~ i so gud lor....fnish add.ma folio oso nid fan others de folio...lk galilee n beh..find out de way draw graph to her...help him type appreciation.. busy-ing again..(haha~ they vry lucky coz i mood gud ^^)
da beh ask me play viwawa...waa~~ now i vry chen mi it liao la...cham...trial coming leh! so bad!
but, stil wan say vry tao yan la~~i oni 1000 gold...da wawa i wana create de nid 5530gold leh!!!
haiyo~~poor gal here=="" da tm stil wan me gv him one wawa o...me oso wan la =p

ok! lets talk bout ytd...hehe~be a small maths teacher ^..^
but..yerr~kecewa la ( all malays)
got one guy reli look lk da ge leh! gengster ah! got janggut de..not misai is janggut!!
den, i pura-pura not so sked to him..n vry sabar n teach him
btw, he is nothing, juz a normal student..vry sopan to me^^gud gud! even teacher teaching there he wil mengantuk la ..hahass~~
da wei keat keep say sked they wil bully me...i look so cute~.=""
but, they all vry gud la actuali ..coz din laugh on my vry kek sui de language..( vry xin ku leh use malay to teach maths ..)
haiz~ i tot 12pm jiu can bek home..den tel my sis 12pm lor
hu knw is 12.30pm o....wei keat teman go out..help me na food=.="
haiz~let her scold=( she vry huai pi qi lo...but after a few minutes she 4gv me liao...
recently both of my sis vry sayang me o..duno y=.~ allow me on9 until so late oso can^^hehe~

da roti auntie de son...i din meet him dis two days///LucKIly!!! i sked him liao......
hope he knw i reject him....hope hope hope hope...start doa...plssszz!!!

ahhhh~~ yaya! tml ...~.~ ck ah!! cham~
i duno how 2 explain de lor....haiyo~~
sked la....vry soooo dam sham i wil let him fa xian leh! if like tat...whole world knw de la!!

Friday, July 4, 2008

bUsY-InG @.#

omg! 2day i stay bek..ytd i stay go pwtc...tues i late bek den bus gone, left me, i t'paksa go tek bus...mon i duty late bek home oso...my mom ask me y so busy owaz stay..i oso dun1 la!
sori mom! so many days din hao hao enjoy ur food liao =.=""
i tired yar~

den luckily jien fetch me bek..i can bek more early.. but stil late, omos 6pm reach..
i ting sleep 4 a while ba...hu knw! 10pm i baru wake up..sick too..shang feng, ke shou, tou tong..
damn bad luck~~ i go bath=.=" dirty de me shy shy ^^
den go on9...4got he ask me wat le...start chating ( both of us cham..homeworksszzz~)
chat v panda n tm...tm vry bising but cute^^.. n kacao my idol 4 a while..

oh no~~ gu zhu chat! homework haven siap oso..langsung din touch ~.~
ej ask me go sleep..haiyo..canot o..he oso haven go..vry sleepy de wo men canot sleep ( so kesian lo!)

den i cum here post blog liao lo^^

Saturday, June 28, 2008

On9 n0w~~!!!! ^0^

waa~ i succeed on9 le....freedom wan shui~
haha~ pakat v panda family bully jien (",) so enjoy la me! wahaha~~~ 2day so bad leh me....

chat v panda..found tat recently so many couple appear problem... i juz hope beh n ymin 55 sweet sweet again la~ if not beh no mood play v me liao...=="" ok! seriously, i reli wish all of them happy happy de...

erm...after panda off liao...i type my add.ma project de appreciation..haiz~ i reli is comp. bai chi! i duno hw 2 left space 4 da paragraph....den panda not here...jien there...eejen go homestay.. others BuSy state....oni jien lame lame there..haiz~ i request him long long time...baru teach me! so tao yan!
oh yap! da appreciation..when i type it..da friend part..haiz~ t'paksa write beh de name 1st 1..=="" so weird...he force me coz dis 1 is him help me write de...haiz~ k ba! juz let it..he shuang jiu hao=.=

lastly, ytd chinese class ej luk lk wana ponteng, i pull him go..keep ask him dun bek..
but i duno he deman=( summore lk vry busy n got go homestay oso...
yerr~ so bad loh! me becum bad guy liao! haiz~ sori o...feel so sori.. @.@even ej din say anything la....................................................................................................................................#.# @.=

Thursday, June 19, 2008

aB0ut de word "UnDerStanD"

ok ok ok...i try 2 understand u all...but can u pls understand me oso??? even abit..~.~
my mom amg me said me owaz face da comp. lk no nid tek da spm exam jiang...=="
2nite i wil dare dare tel u my result de...no da energy 2 care urs de complaint liao....juz let it ba!
i like simple thingss...but complicated thing wan cum i oso no measure de...

how come i oso canot understand myself le...like ben dan... "like" n "love" oso cant beza... ok! me de brain jiu shi so jian dan! canot think so many ting de... wat shld i do is juz put it down n stop thinking bout it!
i can solve add.ma ques even if hw much it complicated...but i owaz canot solve the problem of sentiment ... no formulae at all..
sum1 pls teach me!!!

sumting more....dos teacher arr...haiz~ mayb is me bad luck la! i bring wat textbuk den jiu wic teacher din cum de wor=="" ytd is chia chia..i bring add.ma textbuk...den 2day is biology ( vry nan de i bring) bUt jamilah din cum oso ...swt... haiz~ lata i go c da time table! c tml i dun1 wic teacher absent den bring da textbuk ba! ...(~.=)

k la! go bath 1st...lata nid force myelf go study liao!!!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

So mAny Ppl de BirthDay o

gv ej da gift wic is so ugly la my wrapping skill..haiz~ duno..even ugly but i stil lk wrap present de wor..^^

HapPy BirthDaY pingping! eejen ! pauline! n summore else ^0^

so 2day get scold by maha xiao jie.. actuali i din listen 2 her lor..coz i sit behind behind her sound bcum low n low (",)
i wana say: we not chuan lor! juz vry talkative oni la! nvr say vry clever liao lor! but i say myself ben wor..how cum say us chuan =="" so canot try 2 understand us de wor!!!

tap many A4 paper fr. pusat sumber XD hehe~ so bad! but stil doing it.."oil qi jia liao maa!!"~~ =P

after tat, rainy canot bek home den i go catur de meeting.. play chess v HZY.. haha~ so long tym din play it liao! hai hao ah bii help me! if not vry cham.. but finally i oso din so bad de.. even stil lost la! BUT is zhen yee play jian chou de!!! said check lk chi lei gan.. let me din notice of my king got danger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hor! wan jian de!!!

i plan go integrasi de kem ^^ 1st tym leh! play play play!!! mark mark mark!! ^O^

Dis f3w Dayss...

b4 ytd:
my mood...is..as below..
lately so lazy write blog.. din on9 oso.. coz i nid act lk vry guai ma =="" jie~ i got sumting soooo hard 2 tel u o.. actuali im not afraid of u wil scold me..but i sked u put so big de hope on me.. mayb i look lk vry clever jiang owaz no nid read n watch tv, so u may b mistek tat i clever.. BUT zhen me ban??!! i get such a bad result lk dis...=(
haiz~~

monday,early morning eejen du zi tong, n i reli wan go say sumting v him de actuali..
but, i ting if i say "pain anot" haiz~sure pain! i dun 1 say lame thing lor..
if i say" y pain de" ==" edi pain liao lo, i stil ask 4 wat?!
sked wil make him more painful if nid reply my unhelpful ques..
den he bek home le.. afternoon go duty..
n so bad luck! around 8.30pm i start feel so uncomfortable tat da stomach seem canot function well..but i stil gt 1 thing haven siap tat write poem..feel lk dun1 do it liao de..den at dis moment, sum1 nvr sms me de sms me ask me rmb bring it tml---wenghon..haiz~ write ba! sked he wil so hard jiao dai v pn'ch'ng ..
luckily, 11pm i fnish it baru de gastrik b more serious de pain.. i plan go sleep 2 4gt de pain de..but let my mom fa xian i so bu dui lu! force me eat medicine ..but stil pain..until cry..i cry lowly..sked my mom knw n feel worry.. even listen my favourite super junior n tvxq songs..but keep pain n pain whole night until 2am ++ i finally gt sleep le.. except me, de kesian 1 stil gt 1 tat is my dog.. bcoz i vry pain if i open de fan so big i wil b more pain when my perut feel de wind ..den switch on de fan at power 1 oni.. n actuali de tian qi so hot, + it is so many bulu...i knw it wil vry hot..sori~..i oso dun1 de..

Thursday, May 29, 2008

pameran buku at klcc

waa~ da way go another wing of klcc so long.... my leg masam masam..
buy 4 comic there--tat's "pin tan"(owaz read in de middle of xue hai) ..i saw de drawer there n gv him sign ^^ even i actuali not so admire him laa==" but stil happy!!
a comic reli "fei" but funny!!
oso buy xue hai there (alamak! dis xue hai i ald fnish read laa--got da A pian,sex article de) waste $..nextym shld c betul-betul liao baru buy.swt.
i long time din on9.. coz i say i wan read book..
but wat i did is.. oni watch drama..+ sleep..(e.g. ytd i 12a.m sleep until 2day de 1p.m)
so dislike myself liao.. haiz..
juz relax a few day maa..lata i must read le..i'm not clever as ppl say actuali..i knw..
but reli nid a vry gud de reason support me 2 becum diligent in dos boring de study laa...
i cant find out it lor..so in a nut shell,
im lazy-ing!!!

i lik3 ~祝我生日快乐~so you feel wen listen it

演唱:温岚

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么 让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门 不必理谁
*一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
那上千个切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢 你给的 你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨 还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生 祝我生日~快乐*
(repeat*)

suddenly so lk landy de song..

*****sha gua*****

其實他做的壞事我們都懂
沒有什麼不同 眼光閃爍
曖昧流動 閉上眼當作聽說
其實別人的招數我們都懂
沒有什麼不同 故作軟弱
撒嬌害羞 只是有一點彆扭
傻瓜也許單純得多 愛得沒那麼做作 愛上了我不保留
傻瓜 我們都一樣 被愛情傷了又傷
相信這個他不一樣 卻又再一次受傷
傻瓜 我們都一樣 受了傷卻不投降
相信付出會有代價 代價只是一句 傻瓜
其實別人的招數我們都懂
沒有什麼不同 故作軟弱
撒嬌害羞 只是有一點彆扭
傻瓜也許單純得多 愛得沒那麼做作 愛上了我不保留
傻瓜 我們都一樣 被愛情傷了又傷
相信這個他不一樣 卻又再一次受傷
傻瓜 我們都一樣 受了傷卻不投降
相信付出會有代價 代價只是一句傻瓜
傻瓜 我們都一樣 被愛情傷了又傷
相信這個他不一樣 卻又再一次受傷
傻瓜 我們都一樣 受了傷卻不投降
相信付出會有代價 代價只是一句傻瓜

Sunday, May 25, 2008

duno shld hv wat title 4 today neh @.@

lolx.. ytd watch drama until 3.45a.m baru sleep.. nice nice lor! de drama.. --- = yuan lai ai shang zei..HK de ^^ miss him~ haiyo! no! no! not miss him! juz watch it.. vry simplex 1!

yuan lai 2day is lj b'day so he open hom party lor... erm~ but i stil no mood go.. sori o.. watever, HapPy birthDaY nia!! ^O^

sleep until 11.15a.m n wake up, early morning jiu feel lk wana cry.. nothing happen but jiu shi feel wan cry.. duno y??.. sumtym wil lk dis oso.. mayb gal juz vry qing xu hua (emotionally) not oni boy vry hard to guess, me oso hard arr...==""
sumtym happen sad thing i wil not juz feel sad sad at tat time, but sink dos thing deep of my heart.. so mayb dis is de reason y i feel sad suddenly.. but reli 4got wat thing le lor (swt~)

listening my mp4, korea super junior n tvxq de songs.. thx ej 4 downloading dis songs inside there.. nice nice.. moody oso omos change 2 b normal liao^^
then, my sis fetch me go eat roti canai, her new car got smell guai guai.. i ting is new car de smell lai de.. (yerr~ not fragrant leh!)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

my plan ruined liao =<

finally cancel de plan go climb mountain liao..
oni me 1 gal go seem reli reli guai lor..
haiz~~
sienz~
lj de hom party vry few my ji miu go o...seem sienzz leh.. =_=""
suan le! stay at home n waiting be moldy ba @.#

St@rt of holiday ...

dis holiday yy go hong kong play..so gud! go there as long as 2 week o~
tat day, he teach me Hakka tat
" jiu la! jiu la! " means lets go! n.. de other 1 i not sure le..hao xiang is " mo zuo ga! " = go bek home ^^
n wen he said he use de portable dictionary comp. is blue colour n cheap cheap de..
lol! y seem lk describe mine1 de?! yea~ same! ---pokki!

2day i use it 2 check wat my name means...zzzzZZ~ chichi=pretence o..=.="" vry bu hao de meaning laa~ i dun 1 lor!!! erm.. luckily, im chongchi n qiqi NOT chichi... @..@
^.^lalalalalalala~~ haha~

my 2nd sis buy new car..sooo shuang lor her~ black MyV.. den hor, she 2 excited until park de car lk 1st time drive jiang.. vry noob ( shh~ she vry bad-tempered 1..not lk me! kaka~ )

tml 1st time go climb mountain leh! so excited! den, i ting wan tek pic. but bethink of tat sum1 steal my hp..so tao yan lor! i cant use it tek pic liao.. but tat black luck day, i reli touch lor! wen recess time, wj, mh, ch, cg saw me stand alone there den cum comfort me ( even they reli not pro la! haha~) thx thx wor! my budss! {",}

ytd, dos leejian ask me wan go his home party anot? erm..i duno his hs laa~ hw 2 go leh?? n i wan go climb mountain ! ^^ tat day sure tired lk pig de lo! cant go..

Friday, May 23, 2008

Tml h0liday le ^^

T0d@y........
Ej luk down down early morning .. i sked 2 near him wor.. coz ytd fail 2 console him maa =.=" feel hurt wen ck say me luv money lk wan cheat ym money jiang.. go tel panda n wj squawking 4 awhile.. + angry on him 15 min! such a bad guy lai de!
den, mona gv me a lollipop n i gv ej lor.. ppl hu sad "da wan"! -.-" stil asking me sway hula hoop oso.. he oso nid b stronger n taller laa!!! ^o^ haha~all juz imposible 4 us 2 couple lor!

i plan go climbing mountain v cg n beh them on sunday.. my 1st time climb leh! ^^ den i 4gv ck liao n talk 2 him ( even he duno i angry la..haiz~ suan le! he not important oso..hehe~ )

today important ppl din appears in front me.. holiday cum, cant c him le =< mayb can tek dis chance 2 4get him--- stil feel vv lk him duno y even vv din say it oso (-_-)

Chinese class start, my tche, mr.goh tok kow..cum n praised me tat i gud in chinese ( wakaka~)
he tel me he oso is Hainan ren n live in Cuepacs ( hehe~ can ask him carry me bek--de sun so hot! i lazy go tek bus den i fang HZY aeroplane le...he said wan go leisure mall de popular.. but..SORI~) ej, kevin ,wh, wy, n many guys seem vry cant tahan him liao.. coz he reli got sooooo many story 2 say.. vry long gas~
but, actuali he gud de la, juz we got generation gap, i can considerate of him.. haha! not bcoz he treat me lunch laa! kaka~ ^^ stil hv 2 THANKSS him tat i no nid basking under de hot sun.... n he tel sumting abt my future tat 2 be a accountant.. summore he gv me his hp, say if got prob. can ask him ( i ting mayb is he knw my dad away fr. me n wan care for me) touch~ *.* tq again!
n i miss my dad! omg! my eyes wan swell liao 2nite.....

P/S: waa~ dos super geng de yogen get add.ma highest mark err yuan lai--94% ( juz 170/180 ) geng qiu!!!! n beh oso geng! ytd count wrong le.. he 88%.. mine1 stil 83 ( hehe~ luckily din chuan him coz ytd tot mine1 nid jin wei..if not, he sure chuan hui me de!).. i wish can over 90 de..esurient~ nestym i sure get over 90 de! --wish laa~(",) i wan diligent in study liao dis holiday!! gambateh!!!!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

20/5 ---22/5 sweetss ^^ n a few down -_-"

TUES-20/5...
My 2nd sis b'day! happy b'day nia ^O^...erm~at the same day,he n me got a gud progress ^^ hehe~ most talks day which r face to face de.. oni we two in de class room almost 15min.. wasei~hao jin zhang @.@"" i try 2 let him easy memorize dos peribhs by using my way n vry succeed^^ Then, vv cum bek n test him. He look at me when he success rmb wat i teach him b4.. haha! actuali he do lk vry clever de phiz ( kaka~cute!)
i blur abt "6" "7" is bad word.. he said try use cantonese 2 pronounce.. i sad it lowly.. he heard it n laugh.. vv said dun tic me bad..he said i so softly 2 talk bad word ( duno y. i feel sweet o..kaka! swt~) but, actuali im now stil duno y 6 7 is bad word =.=

21/5...
damn sad.. i boro my calculator to kak elfi who ald 4got bring ytd.. and now, i wait whole day, she oso din cum n return me.. i miss my calculator ah !!! i afraid of i cant c it during 2 weeks holiday.

22/5...
celebrate tche's day, weng hon sing "shall v talk", waa~ nice nice^^ n v all tek pic v chia, i lk her hu is a cute n reli you liao de tche nvr say sumting make me blur until dun lk +ma lor~
Beh +ma mark highest! yea~ me too kaka! but==" my 1 nid jin wei ( 82.777) his 1 no nid-.- ( 83.333).. yerr~let him chuan le..n stupid me go tel him dis thing@.#
2day kak alfi din cum~ ahh~ my "honey" laa~~
ej vry down due 2 his +ma mark..i try my best 2 comfort him..let him c baby laugh video n agree his say tat i look lk bobby =="" he stil feel wana die...i hv 2 train my consolation le!!!

>O<"Gambateh! my luvly fren!"

Saturday, May 17, 2008

-.-''' im not a gud fren as i think

mei~ sori o.. i duno u down down b4 dis at all.. i shld guan xin u more de.. :(
anyways, duno how he wood until u sad.. but i knw he reli care abt u de, juz duno how 2 show it..b4 dis no1 teach him oso ma..
n he reli vry xin fu o~ mei is a vry vlei gud GF !!! reli! ^0^
wen de life full of busy, ppl easy less care 4 wat v precious abt..as wat i did lor==''
reli feel sori.. wat i can say is juz : i wil do my best 2 prevent dis happen again!
im not juz lk say support support oni..i reli care abt u all! i dun wan any of u sad n down alone, all my BEST PALzzz!!!
"watever happen 2 ur days, im here stand by 4 u all 4ever!!"