I am sorry i am negative

"It's important for you to know what are you doing."
"You know what are you doing, right? "

I know i am getting worse and worse,
but i can't put myself out from it..
i think..
at least now i can't...
(I am sorry that i didn't say sorry to y0u :[ )

Please bring me
back to simplicity
back to innocent
back to clarity
back to belief...

P/S: MerRy Xmas my friends~everyone ^0^