我可以下雨吗？

难过。。
因为……
看到自己是那么地没用、不成熟、无知不懂事、不会想。。

更难过的是。。
我因为只关心自己的问题，
当朋友需要被关心时，
我不知道自己到底做了什么。。

眼泪不能任性地流吧。。
要流出来时，我也想说：你有那么弱吗？
然后还是流了……

我不喜欢下雨天。。。

CnBlue - Love In The Rain + 长大的烦恼

*o*OMG ! I am deeply falling in love with Jong hyun's voice ★.★ !! cnBlue~
其实最近比较烦，不想用怀疑的心看事情/人……
但是一直让我不要太信别人 (._.)
只是觉得为什么。。我在想应该不会有人要骗我的?如果有，那是为了什么?
人真的会为了利益骗人吗?
可是我身边的人都不会骗人的。。。
所以我要怎么办?
不想不行， 得做决定的>.<
又一个长大的烦恼……

“啊啊啊~右一个，左一个，长大的烦恼~~~” >。<

T_T Adam couple

I can do anything and everything
If my life is with you

Yeah girl listen
You’re the only one for me baby
And let me tell you why

I met you after a few heartbreaks
So maybe that was why our start was so unsure
But getting to know and to love someone
How nice would it be if you were my last?
Like I do…
If you hear my voice, even for a moment in a busy day
Do you also feel like we are together?
Every night, when I return home and if you are there
My stress and pain from the day will melt away in your arms

Love me just like this
If you would never change
You’re the only one that has all of me
I will never waver
You may be unsure in the face of the unknowable future
But never forget that I love you
If it is with you, I will be forever happy

I can always be happy with me
I can always be happy with me

If you hear my voice, even for a moment in a busy day
Do you also feel like we are together?
Every night, when I return home and if you are there
My stress and pain from the day will melt away in your arms

Love me just like this
If you would never change
You’re the only one that has all of me
I will never waver
You may be unsure in the face of the unknowable future
But never forget that I love you
If it is with you, I will be forever happy

I’m throwing away what the world tells me I should love
My heart is in the same place as yours
I want to be another part of you
For you who are my precious

Love me just like this forever,
As long as you don’t change
You’re the only one that has all of me
I will never waver
Are you feeling unsure in the unknowable future?
You’re no longer alone..never forget
That when I’m with you I am happy

I can do anything and everything
If my life is with you

Insomnia ~

Freaking insomnia..!

2am sleep, 6am wake up,
11.30pm sleep, 2.30am wake up
How about the next day??

T.T what's going on?
I should be very like to sleep -.-

4am I am super fresh now @@
weirdo! why I no need sleep de..
wuuuwaaaaaahhh~!!


6th Jan 2011, Thursday-
sing K at Greenbox from 11am-3pm with wc, wy, wl :D
keng gai from 3pm- 5.30pm,
flash back so many the 2ndary school memories!
hahahas...quite happy!!
5.30-5.45pm photo session :P
panda & me ^^

me & weilin =)


bye bye~ I go find some stuff to do @@

很奇怪……

很奇怪~
为什么心会自己不舒服？
没有生病也会自己怪怪那样……
她自己也有感受？！
真的很奇怪……

我做了一件事，
原意是不要变奇怪才做的，
可是现在结果更奇怪！=[

总之，
最近的事情全部都很奇怪。
我染头发了哈哈
然后看到自己也很怪 -。-

Hello~01.01.2011 !!

我今天很忙，在家里很忙~
心情不会说，因为
一下开心，一下郁闷，
然后开心，然后又不开心，
生气自己，需要冷静！

我的眼睛，希望不要有这样多问题，
每天晚上都那样，我怕你瞎掉 >.<
你到底什么问题？请不要痒，痛，流眼泪~
好好的像以前就好。

虽然不想$$$的满脑子钱……
可是我还是很现实地想到它，一直想着……
有$，我才能做很多事。
所以，希望财源滚滚滚来我家~谢谢~


不管怎样，
新的一年要开心地迎接~ ^_^
2011
GOOD LUCK!

enjoy but dislike

I enjoy the life after STPM /waiting STPM result, that I thought I would like with thinking is life which I wanted so much during examination..

Let's see how is it :
11.00am wake up, feed Happie eat..
11.30am-12.30pm do home chores (sapu & mop) ,
12.30pm-6.30pm switch on pc, load drama @ korea show, on9 bla bla..
7.00pm take bath, Happie & I eat,
8.00pm continue watch drama @ korea show, facebook games, on9 bla bla..
1.30+am sleep..
( loop and loop )

But then, I wanna say : I enjoy but I DON'T LIKE !!
This moment I'm not going to say "you know?" but "I know?"
unhealthy, meaningless, useless, waste of time, worse @ poor, being silly, ...
ahhh~~!!How come I being so decadent and lazy ??
No!! no way!!
喂!打起精神!! change it!!

P/s: Today just know 17th Jan 2011 only start work~ half month for me to throw the unhealthy habits away? half month 15 days ~
aiyowei arr..I wish to have something meaningful to do la..
what is that?tell me~tell me~tell me~hmm...


***believe & feel. think & do.***