Rainb0w rain

Even though now is raining..
I will believe that there is rainb0w rain ~

要努力！努力了才不会后悔啦琪……
who am I... I am +ve charged supplier!
aza aZa fighting!!!

I hope everything will be ok soon...

Just now I have received a message about mh dad was pass away..
It's really so sad to hear that ... :(
I just wish my friend will be strong...
I can understand how sad is that...
really feel so heartache :[ since I had experience it before...
you don't know how much I wish my friends will never know the feeling...
After a few minutes, my tears are now running non-stop.....
ohh..God...please please please !!!!
please don't bring any sadness to the people around me anymore...
please befall on me ...it's doesn't matter! ! ! !

I love my family.. but I unable to help her to get rid from that suffer..
I am really useless ...I can't cry...I cannot cry...
even just say I love them I also no strength to make it loud...
my heart was so painful ...as I know my mom will be again so worry about us .........
as she is so obsessed ..my chest feels like choked!.....
I don't know who can I tell...
can I give up my exam??can I just give up...I still can do it??? ......
help~I need to be strong!

why ... Please don't bring it to my family....
befall on me befall on me!!! nevermind! please let's them go..
PLEASE..! if I were allowed to beg on You!

Sorry to my classmates..if I have show u guys a moody face ....
Everything will be ok, right?....T_T

HappY Teacher's Day ^^

hehe~today I'm so tired arghhs~but I'm so happy too :D

This morning I persisting stay with PRS group even they are busy training for the performance..
since I fail to find other familiar faces at other corners ==llll
But, i enjoy there so much with those "big kids"...
Obviously,they are still kid-thinking ...
I feel comfort to be with them, they will straight away express their feeling/thinking/emotion without organize it/manage it/ delete, retype, delete, retype in their mind first before say something.

Honestly, at first I don't know how to communicate with them (I'm not kid-thinking =[ sigh..)
I just try to use "scold" to communicate with them
:( sorry!I admit that I'm totally wrong to do so...
But soon, I have change my mind by taking another way to approach one of the Naughty King
That's soft power---a way that he happy I happy :D
Thank Yiling !^^ is you is you! haha is you make me aware this simple thing !

Everyone don't like get scold, may be I SAW he is a troublemaker but
before that I may ask him or try to understand him that why he will be like that/ do like that 1st...
Be patient ba~ it's wonderful together with kids^^

As helping teacher as a Hakim, ouch!I'm damn stupid ><
I have try my best , please do appreciate it Hahahass.. :P
I found that most of the badminton players are quite leng zai LOL
make me so regret that why am I so early come out from mom fallopian tube ><>
too bad! u guys so YOUNG! haiz ...
XD! "auntie don't want xiao didii de.."hahas...

And and and!!! I eventually found my badminton partner! LOL! Ms Yeow Cx!!!!!!!
so happy your badminton skill same "pr0 " like me :PPPP hahahahahas~
happy happy~~~

k lor...time is waiting no man ><
bye! study yar qii..

Bet on ME ba ^^

I always make a bet on myself that.....

I am clever! ( youuu~I am so confident :P )
I will be better next time!
I able to love everyone since I wish to do so!
(that's why I don't even know I owned by which gang ——but I learn to enjoy :D)

You know~ ( wahaha XD acting "bananaman" pulak! )
All that is BET!
How do I know the answer o? I stupid?I worse?hmm =X
All that is only positive about life!!

Before I take MUET speaking test, I'm just so nervous~
After that, I'm just so relax!!! hoooo~
"CC, it is not as terrible as hell la! you are so 38!just speak la! 傻的!哈哈~"
Then I was so eager to resit it, because I'm really not did it well.....
"my writing~my reading~my listening~ waaaoooaaaahhhh~~!!"
At this moment, I was just to bet that I can do better next time :)
RM 60?! heartache ar! money leh :P but see how 1st laa...

Well, today I am happy! :D -.-lll
然后，you know~( XD)
我先闪了~很忙很忙~
大家努力！喝干巴茶！

P/S: Listen to the background song! can you feel that Qii is alive! lol..yeah!no more dai ha dai ha! XD muax!

HapPy M0ther DaY~

从不要求爱得对等
话好伤人 你却还在忍

不管我是否变成更好的人
你依然像是为爱我而生
情人也不能 爱得那么忠贞

我真的曾误认 疼我是你的责任
当我学会爱人 我却先爱别人
你像苦恋 那么动人

妈妈 妈妈
原来你才是我永远的爱人
妈妈 妈妈
你证明爱大于自尊 非常坚韧

妈妈 妈妈
原来你才是永远爱我的人
妈妈 妈妈
额头有了年轮 我才懂心疼 对不起！
见证爱的可能 学会去爱人 谢谢！

P/S : mama i LoVe U~
(although u didn't view my blog...@@)

s.a.d

Sometimes there are many matters cannot be reluctant..
i very sad...
suddenly feel so grieved about this..

is that my problem?
what's wrong with me??
i'm sorry...sorry sorry sorry :(
if can, can you please teach me what to do..
i really don't know how to manage it..

why why why...
there is always no my seat.. :[